I have been going thru some difficult issues in my life lately, down, and pissed off constantly. Until one fateful night i was chilling with my friend Sara, and i was introduced to this handsome man, Turns out hes exactly what i have been searching for, my soulmate. This last month, despite all the negitivity in my life, i have been nothing but truely happy and feel very blessed for the people that are in and have come into my life like a red hot metor. And i am very thankful for all my friends and family that love Shannon, for well shannon.

This handsome man that came crashing into my life has really inspired me in so many diffrent ways. His mind is so beautiful and abstract, i love everything about the way he views life, and he can find beauty in the ugliest things. Anyway he has inspired me to start writing again, and ive jotted down some things, inspired by a great deal of life, music, love and James. words just spill freely from my head to ink to paper, something ive lost in the last few years, and slowly its coming back baby!

It has been close to 6 years since ive wrote anything from my mind. My writings Purport, some taken as face value others have deeper feelings. Take them however you'd like, love them, hate them or not really get them, its just the beauty or maybe distrubing things my mind says.

So i hope you all enjoy and can take in my words, i've never really shown anyone my writings before now, so feel special damn it!!!

enjoy, love, feel life. You must live it to understand this crazy world better, everything seems to make better sence once you have a sence of self. So don't curl up in a ball and give up, stand up and rise up. Show your true you to people, they may or may not appeciate it, but those who do will have mad respect for you. Show the world what you are capable of!!!

Shan